"happy" thursday!

why am I crying?

well at the moment 
it’s internet bills
and Apple IDs
and passwords
and hosting 
and all the things
that used to be 
his domain
(pun intended)
(but I’m not laughing)
and have now
fallen to me
and pushed me over
the edge today
thanks for asking

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I’ve written a lot (lot lot) of poems since my marriage ended 19 months ago. Some of them I can go back and read now and smile at how far I’ve come, how much I’ve healed. Some still sting. This one is half and half.