reverse missionary
it took me five years of
living in a southeast Asian
country to realize how white
and western we’ve made god
I used to tell people they were
sinners and needed Jesus
now I tell Jesus-followers
they’re sinning against people
and need to make reparations
I want Black and Indigenous
people to reclaim what white
christians stole—their land,
labor, bodies, rituals, dances
the list is forever long
we have to give it back
give it back give it back
* Hi, I'm Marla, a former missionary who doesn't believe in missionaries anymore. This is a poem from my new book, jaded (one of several expressing my evolving views of missions). Anybody else feel differently about missions/missionaries than you once did? p.s. On a different note, if you're someone who loves to write and would like some encouragement and accountability on your writing journey, I'd love for you to join our Writing Wholefarted Community. Today I'm answering some questions about social media, platform, and marketing. Should be fun!
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This poem is so good. I was never good at evangelism but often dreamt in my fundy youth of being a missionary. Now all I can see is the colonialism and supremacy of the Western God and the violence done to indigenous cultures and I mourn my participation in it